sleep

what a busy month.  book #2 deadline approaching august 1st.  picking up extra hours and working every weekend of july.  i really love my job, but between the two i'm more than exhausted.  though a life of crocheting and libraries isn't exactly terrible.

the big interview is tomorrow.  i've never prepared more for an interview than i have for this one.  rewriting and editing my resume, hours researching, reading public library journals and blogs, practicing interview answers... many qualified people are applying and i'm nervous.  i can't recall ever being as excited about the potential for a position as i am for this one though.  we'll see.  

wanting

thursday i have a job interview for a position i really want and feel really excited about.  something i'd really like to do and something with potential for growth and something a little bit creative. i've been preparing the past few days, but i never feel prepared enough.  my nerves, they always get the better of me.  in preparation i trimmed my bangs and cut them too short. 

pull it together. 

all the things

things i am wanting and should not buy:

-the free people galloon lace halter bra in graphite. or maybe the racerback.

-a black crossbody purse.

-black block heel sandals.

-two dresses from asos that i have been eyeing all summer and are now on sale.

-green trousers that are sold out in my size at old navy.

-these white sunglasses that i ordered from uo but they sent me someone's black flats instead that i had to return and still never got my sunglasses but a refund instead. 

-a small steam wand

-a new car

-a bajillion house renovations and/or a new house